hi, i am sorry for all the troubles in your lives, i myself am in a very similar boat, and it is soo refreshing to be able to read soo many of you that are in the same boat as me, i have struggled with my husbands heroin addiction for years and it is soo hard when there is noone to talk to, even typing this down is relieving some of the tension i have built up.
everyone tells me to run for the hills but i feel obligied to stick by him even when i hate him, i can not trust him to leave the house, he can go a couple of days with just his methadone but then sometimes he will be out everyday buying it. i do not know where am with him. i am becoming a paranoid, wreck.
sorry for babbling but it is soo nice to be able to tell people ,who understand me. xx
