It sounds like you are having a really hard time dealing with the effects of your ex’s addiction. Maybe you would like to talk through the situation you are facing which can often help?
The Icarus Trust is a charity which supports people in situations like your own. We have experienced trained volunteers, called family Friends, who would understand how you are feeling, be able to talk with you and help you find help and the support that is available.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Its a free service so hopefully its worth a try.
Good luck!
