What a very brave person you are and how strong to have been able to overcome everything that has happened to you. I can see how hard it is for you at the moment coping with your grandma being in hospital as well as everything else.
It often helps to talk to someone who may have had some shared experiences. Icarus Trust is a charity which offers experienced, trained volunteers called ‘Family Friends.’ If you contact us we could put you in touch with one of these. They would listen, understand where you are coming from, talk to you and signpost you to any other help you may want.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
This is a free service so I really hope you might give it a try. Maybe it will give you some help and support.
Good luck. Keep strong!
