Hi Jema
Sorry to hear your story but glad your mum is around so that you can still see your boys.
Sounds like you are trying really hard which is great. If you need any other support The Icarus Trust is a charity which may be able to help you. We offer a free service of people who can talk to you and put you in touch with any help you might want.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck, keep going!
