I am sorry that you are having such a hard time and facing some difficult choices. It often helps to talk through things with people who may understand what you are going through. The charity Icarus Trust helps support people like you who are dealing with the impact of addicts in their family.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that this may help you. Good luck.
