Hi Cookie,
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We support people like yourself who are dealing with the affects of addiction. If you would like to talk to someone who may be able to help, we have experienced trained volunteers called ‘Family Friends’. These have experienced similar issues to yourself and would understand where you are coming from. It may help you to talk with one of them.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.
