Hi,
This must be very hard for you and I just wanted to let you know that if you need any support there is help available. The Icarus Trust is a charity supporting families of drug and alcohol dependents. We have trained volunteers who would be able to talk with you if you felt that might help you. They are very experienced and it is a free service. It often helps to know that you are not alone in how you are feeling.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.
