Hi
It sounds like you could do with having someone to talk to about how low you are feeling. If you contact The Icarus Trust we could put you in touch with one of our trained volunteers called ‘Family Friends’. By talking to one of them you might be able to work out what you want to do next.
Please contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
It is a free service so I hope you will give it a try and that it will be helpful.
