Hi Rosalie,
I really feel sad for you and the horrible situation you are in. It really sounds like you could do with somebody to be there to support you. There is help for people who are dealing with what you are. A charity called The Icarus Trust supports the families and friends of addicts. If you get in touch with us we would be able to put you in touch with one of our ‘Family Friends’. These are trained volunteers who have lots of experience of the kinds of things you are going through.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I t is a free service and I hope that it might be the kind of help that you would find really supportive.
