I can understand how very hard this must be for you to cope with. I am glad that you have got some support for your children but maybe you could do with some for yourself? The Icarus Trust is a charity which tries to support family and friends dealing with a loved one’s addiction. It might help you if you were able to talk through how you are feeling with someone who has lots of experience of what you have been going through. We offer a free service called ‘Family Friends.’ If you contact us you could be put in touch with one of these.They are experienced trained volunteers who you could talk with and may be that would help you find the way ahead.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this would help you with some of the issues you are dealing with. Good luck!
