I really feel for you, it must be terrible for you to be in the position you are now after all you have dealt with over the years. If you feel it would be any help to talk to people who have had lots of experience of what you are going through you could contact The Icarus Trust.
We are a charity which supports the families and friends of addicts. Sadly there are lots of people like yourself who are suffering from the impact of another’s addiction.
We have trained volunteers called ‘Family Friends’ who you could talk to. You might it helpful to talk through what you have experienced and how you are feeling with someone who would understand what you have been through.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that you can find some support for yourself.
