This is very hard for you isn’t it! Sadly there are many people who are in a similar position to yourselves. If you would like to talk to someone who has experience of what you are going through The Icarus Trust is a charity which supports people, like yourself, who have been affected by a loved one’s addiction. We could offer you our ‘Family Friends’ service. These are trained volunteers who have had lots of experience with what you are going through. It may help you to talk through with one of them how you are feeling. It is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best. I hope this helps!
