Hi MT
I’m really sad that you have no one to talk to. If you would like to talk with someone who would understand what you are going through you could talk to one of our ‘Family Friends’ at The Icarus Trust. It is a free service so you may find it worth your while. I hope so.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck!
