How horrible for you! Try to remember that how he behaves isn’t your fault and that he has to take responsibility for himself! I am sorry that you don’t feel you know where to turn so I hope that you might try contacting our charity called The Icarus Trust. We work with people like you who are having to cope with the effect of somebody else’s addiction because we know how hard that is. If you contact us we could put you in touch with one of our ‘Family Friends’. These are trained volunteers who you could talk with. They have lots of experience of supporting people like yourself and may be it would help you not to feel so alone.
Please contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
This is a free service so I hope you will give it a try and will find that it helps.
Good luck!
