I really feel for you, you cant help your feelings and the love you have for him, remembering the good times, and you want to believe he will change and you hang on to that tiny thread. I know I’ve been with my partner 16yrs and you feel like your on a roundabout going round in circles, my partner has a heart condition on top of the addiction, there are times when enough is enough and I want to end the relationship and say you won Heroin, but then there’s times where I think its not going to beat us and he will get through it, life is a rollercoaster. I just hope and pray one day my partner regains control of his life, and that we can be a ‘normal family’ I live in hope for us all xxx
