How very sad for you! I know it’s hard but try to remember that it is not your fault and that he has to take responsibility for his drinking habit.
It sounds like you could really use some support for yourself. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust which is a charity that supports the friends and families of drug and alcohol users. If you contact us we could put you in touch with one of our ‘Family Friends’, a trained volunteer who would understand how you are feeling and maybe would help you to find a way ahead. It’s really good to be able to talk to someone who understands so I hope you may give it a try. It is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I really hope that you can get some support for yourself. Good luck!
