I’m sorry that things are so hard for you. if you would like to talk to someone, The Icarus Trust is a charity that supports the friends and families of addicts. We have experienced trained volunteers who you could talk with if you contact us. It is a free service and it might help you to deal with the issues you are facing to talk with someone who would understand. They could also signpost you to what other help is available.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything!
