I’m so sad to read of how difficult you are finding coping with the thoughts of your mum, and that you feel so alone. I know that you are having counselling but if you wanted any one else to talk to The Icarus Trust is a charity that offers support to the family and friends of addicts. We have trained volunteers that you could talk to if you felt that it would be helpful They have lots of experience at talking to people who have experienced what you are going through.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I really hope that you can start to manage the feelings you have about your mum and your family. All the very best to you.
