Hi
What a horrible situation you are in but you are not to blame for your husbands addiction. It is very very sad that you have been both emotionally and physically abused but there is help available if you want it. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer support for people like yourself who are affected by the addiction of a friend or family member. If you contact us we could put you in touch with one of our ‘family Friend.’ These are trained volunteers who have lots of experience of supporting people in situations like yourself. This is a free service so I hope that you might give us a try.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that you can get some help. Good luck!
