Hi,
I’m sorry that you are having such a difficult time and it sounds like it might help if you talked to someone who would understand what you are going through. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust which supports people who have been affected by another’s addiction. If you contacted us we could put you in touch with one of our trained volunteers called ‘Family friends’. You would be able to talk with them and they would help you to find a way forward and tell you what other help is out there. This is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck! I hope that you can find some help for yourself.
