Hi
Its great that your daughter has been clean for so long. You must have been an amazing support for her. But it sounds like you could really use some support for yourself. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer support to people like yourself who have been affected by another’s addiction. Our trained volunteers called ‘family Friends’ are very experienced and if you contact us we would put you in touch with one of them. Talking your situation through with someone who understands might be helpful for you. They would also be able to signpost you to other help that is available.
Please contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
This is a free service and I really hope that it might help you.
