Its sad that, like so many others, you are affected by someone else’s addiction. Your husband has got to want to seek help and it is so difficult for you watching him rejecting help that might be available to him.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer support to the friends and families of addicts. We have trained volunteers called ‘Family Friends’ If you would like to talk to someone who would understand how you are feeling if you think that this would help. This is a free service. Our volunteers have lots of experience and might be able to help you find a way ahead.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I really hope this helps.
