I am so sorry that you are having to struggle with this difficult situation. The Icarus Trust is a charity that supports the families and friends of addicts. If you contact us we could put you in touch with one of our ‘Family Friends’. Theses are trained volunteers who have lots of experience of talking with people who are in similar situations as you. Talking with someone who would understand might help you to make sense of everything.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck!
