Hi Crusha
You sound such a brave strong person who has had such a hard time.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust that supports the family and friend of addicts. We have trained volunteers who you could talk to if you think that would help you deal with what you’ve been through.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything.
