I am really sad to read your story and hear how isolated you feel in this horrible situation.
I work for the Icarus Trust, a charity that supports the families and friends of addicts. If you think it would help talking through with one of our experienced, trained volunteers please get in touch with us. They may also be able to signpost you or your son to other available support.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything.
