Hi Laura
I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time. I am sure you are not a failure. Its just so hard having to deal with the affects of a loved one’s addiction. At The Icarus Trust we try to support the friends and families of addicts. We are a charity and offer the free service called ‘Family Friends.’ These are experienced trained volunteers and if you contact us we could put you in touch with one of them. You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Getting in touch with us should give you someone who understands to talk to, who can hopefully help you with the way ahead. Good luck.
