Hi Mac,
I know this is very hard for you and it must tear you up trying to make sense of it all. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust that supports the families and friends of people with addictions. If you feel it would be helpful to talk with one of our experienced trained volunteers please get in touch.
It may help you to talk through things with someone who will understand what you are going through and help you to see the way ahead.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.
