Hi,
I can really feel how justifiably angry you are about what has happened. You have been so strong supporting your boyfriend but I am wondering if anyone has been supporting you. I know you say that you deal with things yourself but if you feel that you could do with some help you might want to contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports the family and friends of people with addiction. Our trained volunteers called family Friends are very experienced and would understand what you are dealing with. You could be put in touch with one of them.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that you can get some help to cope with what you have been through. Good luck.
