Hi Liz,
I’m sorry that you feel so alone in all of this. It must be very difficult for you not to be able to talk to your family. However, there is help that you could access. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We support people like yourself who are affected by their loved ones addictions. We have experienced trained volunteers and it might help you to talk with one of them.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck!
