Thanks for sharing your very sad story. You sound very strong despite being so young and have got a lot of good advice for others in your situation.
I imagine that you have got people around you in your family or at school maybe that you can talk to about how you are feeling that will support you.
If you need any other help please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports the family and friends of addicts, people like yourself. It is completely free to talk to one of our experienced trained volunteers called family Friends.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Take care of yourself and keep strong!.
