Hi,
I’m so sad to hear how you are suffering dealing with the impact of your son’s addiction. It is very hard.
I wonder if you would find it useful to contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people who are dealing with the addictions of family members or friends. We have experienced trained volunteers, called Family Friends, who you could talk to if you feel that would be helpful.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that it might help to make sense of all you are feeling.
