It sounds like you could do with having someone to talk to as its very hard to cope on your own with your husband’s addiction. Please get in touch with The Icarus Trust as we are a charity that supports the friends and families of addicts. You could be put in touch with our Family Friend service which means that you would be able to speak with one of our experienced trained volunteers. Talking through what you are going though with someone who understands might help you.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck. I hope this helps.
