Hi,
Thanks for posting. It must be very hard for you right now.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust that supports the family and friends of people with addictions. It might help you to talk with one of our experienced trained volunteers. They would understand what you are dealing with and talking might help you find a way ahead. We offer this as a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything.
