Hi,
It sounds like you are having a very tough time and I’m sorry you don’t have anyone who you can turn to.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust which has been set up to support friends and family of addicts because we know how big an impact people’s addictions have on the people around them. I wonder if you would like to speak to one of our experienced trained volunteers who would understand what you are going through. It might help you to find a way ahead. This is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that you can get some help. All the best.
