Hi Jasmine,
I’m sorry to hear about your difficulties, and thank you for sharing your story.
If you would like to talk with people who would understand what you are going through please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people who have to deal with a loved one’s addiction. Talking to one of our experienced trained volunteers may help you.
Please contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Just in case you need it you could contact the National Domestic Violence Helpline, as they can give you advice on your situation and what to do next. Their number is 0808 2000 247 and it is free to call, open 24 hours a day, and calls are confidential. You could also look at Women’s Aid’s website, they are the national charity working to keep women and children safe and they have a directory of local support services which you can find here – http://www.womensaid.org.uk/azrefuges.asp
All the very best.