Hi Jenna,
I’m so sorry to read your post and see what a hard time you are having.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. we are there to support people like you who are having to live with the impact of a loved one’s addiction. If you think it would help to talk things through please contact us and you can be put in touch with one of our experienced trained volunteers called ‘Family Friends’.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I really hope that this helps. Good luck.