Thank you for posing your story.
it sounds like you or your mother could do with someone to talk with who would understand what you are going through.
Please contact The Icarus Trust if you feel it would help. We are a charity that offers support to the friends and families of addicts. We have people who you could talk with who are trained and experienced.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.
