Thank you for sharing your very sad story of how you lost your mum to her drinking. It is heart breaking to read but thank you for sharing the message that its important to get help yourself when dealing with a loved ones addiction.
The Icarus Trust is a charity that provides support to the friends and family of people with addictions.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Please don’t think you’re alone in this. There are people out there who will listen and offer support.
