Hi Cab,
Thanks for posting your story. It is very sad to read what you have gone through loosing your mum and the worry you have around your dad’s drinking. If you think it would help to talk with people who would understand what you are going through please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports the friends and families of people with addictive behaviours.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that maybe you are able to get some support for yourself so you can begin to see a way ahead.
Good luck!
