Hi there,
Reading your post is very sad. It must be so hard to know how to deal with your partner’s drinking especially knowing he will lose his sight.
Just to say that you are not alone and there are people out there who can help. The Icarus Trust is a charity that supports people like yourself who are having to deal with another person’s addiction.
If you make contact we could put you in touch with one of our trained volunteers who have lots of experience of what you are going through. Talking with one of them might help you to make sense of your mixed feelings and find a way forward.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the very best.
