Hi Sunny G
Thanks for sharing your story and the difficult situation you are facing.
If you would like to talk with someone who would understand what you are dealing with please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people who are having to deal with the addictive behaviour of a family member. We have experienced trained volunteers who you would be able to talk with who might be able to help you find a way ahead. This is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything.
