Hi Petaleyes
Thanks for sharing your story. I can see how difficult this must be for you. The previous blogger has given lots of good advice. There is also The Icarus Trust that you can contact. We are a charity that supports the family and friends of addicts and we have people you could talk with who would understand what you are going through. This is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that this is useful and you can get help. Good luck.
