Hi Sutkina,
So sorry to read your post and can understand the worry you have around your husband’s habit.
If you would like to talk with someone who may be would be able to help you find a way ahead please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people who deal with a loved one’s addiction and offer a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.
