Hi Evonia,
Thank you for posting and sharing your sad story. I am so sorry to read what you have gone through and how difficult your relationship with your son is. It is very sad that you are feeling guilty and helpless but am also glad to hear that your life is good despite what is going on. You must be such a strong person!
If you think that it would help to talk with people who would understand what you are going through please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that provides support for the families and friends of those with addictive behaviours. We offer a free service called ‘Family Friends,’ our trained and experienced volunteers who you could speak with if you get in touch.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this helps.
