re taylor: i’m not one to judge anyone far from it i’m not i just know how much you must be hurting and hope he realises before its too late. I expect he has no idea like i didnt, i didnt care i just cared about me why i dont know i dont i only know it wasnt a choice to say yes or no i just became awfully dependant on it when it started as only on a night out then it gets into you such a awful thing it really is i dont wish it upon anyone. If i didnt have children in school i would stand up and talk out loud about this as i no it will only get worse with what they mix it with these days. I really have no idea of any of it as it comes under different names etc nowdays. But it doesnt mean you cant change i have i seriously have and it makes me shudder and worry about my own children. I do get more days where i’m so unhappy and that is purely about relatives etc reminding me and not actually saying well done you how youve changed your life around. That i’m aftaid will never happen too many people in this world are too judgemental.
