Hi,
I really hope that you have been able to get some help.
Just to let you know that The Icarus Trust is a charity that supports the family and friends who are dealing with a loved ones’s addictive behaviour. If you contact us you could get some free support. Talking through how you are feeling with one of our experienced trained people might be of help.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.