How very sad it is to read your post but thank you for writing your situation so eloquently. This must reflect how many people feel having to cope with the addictions of a partner.
If it would help to talk with people who understand, please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that provides support for people who are affected by a loved one’s addictions. May be talking to one of our experienced trained volunteers will help you to find a way forward.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.
