Hi Sherry,
I am so sorry to read your post and to know what a very hard choice you have had to make.
If you feel that you would like some support for yourself please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people who are dealing with the addictions of a family member. We know how hard this is and so we have a team of trained and experienced people you could talk with.Maybe talking with one of them would help you to make sense of how you are feeling.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that you can find some support.
