Hi ALA,
I’m so sorry to read about your partner’s relapse and the way it has affected how you think about your wedding.
If you would like to speak with trained and experienced people who would understand what you are going through, please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that offers support to people who are affected by a partner’s addiction.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.