you shouldnt have to live like that hun, I cant give you professional advice sweetheart but as a mother of a heroin/crack addict I know where your coming from, its so bloody hard!! you sound like a good kid at uni and that, so to keep your future looking bright focus on yourself hun, can you talk to anyone at uni? a councellor or the likes? I hope so.. never leave yourself without food again, it will only go to some scummy dealer : ( your in my thoughts and I hope your mum does the right thing by you take care fiona xx